Realization

I have never in my life had a time when I have gained more perspective or felt more hope than this current time. 

Boston, yes.

But there's so much more to it for me right now.

I literally cannot suppress the feeling that:

And it's not just because I'm choosing to be positive, because I tried actively to feel sad.

But I can't not see the end from where we're at.

And I can't see that it's bad.

So I'm not worried.

I can't help but think that HOPE is my gift right now.

And I am thanking God for it and moving forward.